I've got this bad feeling about something coming up that I'm having trouble shaking and it's starting to stress me out a little. I don't usually get bad feelings like this you see, unless I'm about to do something or enter into something that subconciously (I guess) I recognize as a bad idea. I know what it has to do with, but I don't know what about it exactly is causing the anxiety; only that my mind is screaming STOP! DON'T DO IT! YOU WILL END UP REGRETTING THIS AND RUINING EVERYTHING! (... I paraphrase a bit).
The ridiculous part about this though is that when I think about mitigating this by planning NOT to do what's coming up...I get the exact same fucking feelings anyway. This is a damned if I do, damned if I don't situation.
It's kind of a shame really. *shrugs*
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And in other news,
An old friend of mine who moved away for school/girlfriend a couple years ago has returned to town.
On the one hand, I'm happy they're back. It's better for them to be in the city (as opposed to far far away in butt-fuck nowhere), where there are more/better opportunities and more of a support network for them.
But on the other hand... this guy isn't exactly the most positive of influences anymore. And I am trying to cut myself off from such kinds of people.
It will be interesting to see where our friendship goes from here.
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Final thoughts:
This blog post sucks lol... I will try to replace it with something more substantial later.
Peace out.
Thursday, May 1, 2008
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2 comments:
Your title is from Kids, correct?
lol it is, though I can't remember the specific skit... I was just trying to think of a random title, and as it so happens, i have all these random quotes from kids in the hall that come back to me oh so frequently haha
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